Oh, Finn…

The world never stops with you around. Everything moves, turns, goes.

“Finn sees a firetruck! Moving! Wheels on it!” you’ll shout from the back seat. “Cement truck turning in circles!” You’ll spot them all long before we will, and we’ll turn to look, to catch the rush, the freshness of a sighting, as if we’re bird-watching.

Riding in the car feels like a hobby. You are not just a passenger; you’re on a quest, a journey, the two-year-old leader of the expedition, and we’re explorers along with you watching for hundred-foot cranes.

You take your expeditions very seriously. “Finn ride in Mommy’s new car,” you’ll say, and sit in the back with your hat on, a bottle of water in your hand, a book always open on your lap for reference. You expect a soundtrack for your little road trips, your current favorites being 1812 Overture and The Flight of the Bumblebee. You request them by name, over and over again. “More Flight of the Bumblebee,” you’ll say. “More 1812. Louder!” Sometimes you’ll play at conducting, which you think involves moving your arms up and down to music while ushering people aboard a train. These days, you usually have Mono by your side, too – but he’s only conducted once.

When we pull up into the driveway, you sometimes resist getting out. “Not inside Finn’s house. NOT. Stay inside Mommy’s car.” “Go THAT way,” you insist. Sometimes I can tell you want to go THAT way because it’s the opposite of where WE want to go. Other times, though, you simply want THAT way because it’s the way to, well, MORE.

At home, you have similar plans. “Daddy, get the shoes. Daddy walk. Go see the moon,” you say at night. Walking sounds better than sleeping. Talking sounds better than sleeping, too. In bed, you’ll stay up telling stories just to keep things moving… stories about people you know, books we read. “Uncle Brian is architect. Builds buildings.” “Sadie crying at school.” “Kitty Cat jumps in the pond.”  I’ll listen, humor you, let you humor me. Then I’ll try to bring things to a stop. “Sleepy-time,” I’ll say. “Book-time,” you might say back. Then you’ll get sillier, laughing in the dark: “Closet-time.  Tree-time. Birdy-time.” Or you’ll spend some time rearranging your animals, moving Mono and Bee and Sock Monkey and Bat and Blue Bear and Mama Fox from one side of the bed to the other – and then back again.

Even after you finally fall asleep, your mind and body keep going. Sometimes in a nightmare or night terror, you’ll move screaming from room to room as we try to comfort you. Other times while in between asleep and awake, you’ll talk and talk and talk, moving through everything you see around you, and even some things you don’t, like the dalmations you once said were running down the street outside. But when you called me in at two in the morning a couple of nights ago, you were fully awake, sitting up in bed. “Good morning!” you said brightly, ready to go, and although I was crazy-tired, I could barely resist the urge to squeeze, kiss, laugh, dance, play with you.

Yet what you say a lot of these days isn’t “Good morning.” It’s “Adios!” Oftentimes you say it to be sassy – when you want someone to leave. More often, though, it has to do with where YOU want to go. You’re so eager to keep moving, so eager for more of what you love dearly, so eager for your songs, your trucks, your moons, your books, your stories.

Me too, Finch. Let’s go.


5 thoughts on “TWO YEARS OLD

  1. Thank you for sharing your brilliant and adorable boy with us in this blog. We love seeing him grow up and his amazing accomplishments always make us smile. Happy birthday sweet Finn!

  2. I’m SO glad you posted the video here, as I didn’t have a chance to view it at the party (and it reminded me I needed to finish Wes’s first year one!).

    Thanks again for allowing us to share in the big celebration with you guys. We had a really great time, and everything was lovely, as usual.

    Finn is an extraordinary little boy, and it’s a real treat to watch him grow up. We love him – and you!

  3. It’s just so wonderful being able to see Finn’s everyday life… Reading about my exremely educated 2 year old nephew, and watching the video’s you post maks me cry, and laugh, as I imagine being there…
    Thank You so much for sharing Finn with his loved one’s! It’s such an overwhelming pleasure to look forward to…
    I love you all,

  4. Three words Fab u lous!!
    The 6 min video was very well done!
    It’s wonderful to see great parenting!!

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